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When I decided to start this audio site, I truly just wanted to communicate to brothers in the faith of Jesus Christ, I know that I am being and have been taught by the Lord over the years and I heard no one else saying these things. I believed my perspectives were true and important, simply because I am a true believer and could not possibly know what I know without Christ. I thought for sure, any true brother would understand my poor condition and would not be very turned off by my lack of presentation or performance. True Christianity has always been about truth, not methods or tactics.
I turned on the mic with just a list of scriptures in front of me and attempted to talk in to the mic as though brothers in the faith were listening. I didn’t do take after take, nor did I attempt to hide my hurts or passions, I just spoke as though you were patient, in love with the Lord, walking in a fear and trembling as I. I had no problem with the fact that my questions and concerns were deep and my rebuke constant, I really wanted to know, are you in the faith?
When one rebukes me truly, it is a kindness, it is a love, yet none did rebuke, only suggest, most indeed commented my audios were great, they said we might link to you someday! I have no way of reading their mind nor can I say for sure, were they laughing at my lack of performance, were they misinformed, or perhaps themselves humble, who can tell?
Then one night while I was discouraged, because it seemed to me that I had a lot of hits on my web site, but no one was listening, I had over 10 thousand hits in one day! It hit me, maybe I am not serving the audience I am seeking, because they need performance in order to believe? Maybe I am not serving, as I should, so that all can consider the truth that I know to be true! This to me was painful!
Now I have two presentations for those who dare to listen. I will continue to speak what I know to be true, what the Lord has taught me, and I will also put forward a carefully thought out article and a verbatim audio that will fulfill the needs of the rich, a great performance. I don’t want anyone to think that there is any difference between truth and wisdom. I will perform for those who see it as wisdom and I will speak in my poor state for those who are themselves poor.
For those who do not have high speed internet service, I hope that I am right when I suggest that they may be themselves poor. The Bible defines poor, if you will carefully seek it’s answers, that is the poor that I am speaking of here. There will be no dial-up options for those who do not have high speed internet for the rich audios. All of you with dial-up must listen to the poor off the cuff audios or read the articles, which are well thought out. Perhaps the off the cuff audios will eventually get better, but I wouldn’t bet on it!
If you find my off the cuff audios bad and my well thought out audios bad, then it isn’t the performance, it is the TRUTH you oppose, if that describes you, I cannot help, may the Lord have mercy on your soul! Now please do understand, I am the sole provider for six children currently living in my home. The rich audios and verbatim articles that are well thought out take time, I will do the best that I can to get them up soon, even the rich can be a little patient, can’t they? So if you are poor, then listen to the audios, which I admit, are not great performances and as such requires more effort and patience on your part to understand. If you are rich, then you must wait until I have the time to get the rich audios or articles up.
I would thank you for listening or reading, but then that would suggest that you are doing me a favor, wouldn’t it? No, but if you are being built up into the most Holy faith than, praise that Lord Jesus! I am just trying to be what the Lord wants me to be that he might receive that which belongs to the one and only creator, Jesus Christ!
In his Love, Robert Begnaud
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